regreting not listening to my friends last time. Serious. Last time my friends were like "huh?? Wat?? U feel happy meh??" but i just ignore them. Seriously. How foolish i am. Sth like 旁观者清. Sth like. Haha. Laughing at my own mistakes. Trusting e wrong person. Making me not being able to trust pple. How silly. A wall barrier build between me n e world. Silly me to push myself into this state myself. Seriously. Nv trust others soo easily. Tats me. Tats y i will sooo easily be cheated. Really. I guess i need some time to build e trust again. Or need e help of other pple. My v own angel. :) but. I guess theres no1 2 blame but myself. Cos i am e one who push myself into e fire n hurt myself. But lesson learnt.
Honestly i think theres e bad pple in e world to bring out e goodness in all e good pple. This is one thing i still believe. N those bad pple. U reap wat u sow. U do bad things to pple. U will get ur retribution. It may not be now. But e time will come. Not that i am cursing these pple, but this is wat i believe.
Nothing is smooth sailing in life. If ur life is smooth sailing, then wats e use of living. Cos one will learn from setbacks. N if u have no setbacks to learn from, u will nv grow up n learn. So of cos, i feel that i have grown up alittle. Mature alittle. Aft all these setbacks. Nobody say life is easy. Nobody say life is hard too. Thats y "i wan nobody nobody but U" haha. Okok. Trying 2 be lame. Cos it seems so serious. Which is not wat i wan. haha. Actually. Life is in ur hands for u 2 control. U control ur own life, how u wan live. Dun let anybody control how u live.
Have been like a counsellor(izzit this spelling??) for my friends. N seriously. I really think i can be one. Seriously. I think its so meaningful to see pple smile. I just love to c pple smile. Of cos is those smile that come from e heart<3. Not those fake for-e-sake-of-smiling type of smile. Tats y i super love babies amiles n laughter. Cos they r sooo innocent n most imptly, they smile right from their heart when they r happy. Aww. Arent they just soooo sweet. Cutie pie. :)
One tip for all. If u feel like e day start out bad or even if u feel unhappy. Look into e mirror. slowly take deep breathe. Then smile to urself into e mirror n think of all those things tat make u happy. *of cos if u r unhappy of ur ex-es or other pple. Dun think of e good time with them. Surely there r other things tat make u happy. Like ur friends, families, pets, fave idol*. Aft awhile. U seriously will feel sooo mush better. Its as if ur day has been brightened up just within afew mins. This works for me. Not sure for e rest. Bur yupyup.
N one last thing. No point thinking bout those unhappy things or person. They r not worth our brain cells. Our mind r to be used for more worth it stuff. If u r unhappy, its a day of unhappiness. U stay happy, its happiness for e rest of e day. Might as well try to stay happy rather than being unhappy for useless n worthless things n person. Agree?? I totally agree. Haha.
So pple. Try to smile n stay happy kk?? Smiles can be "positively contagious". :)
Patricia ♥ || 11:46 PM