hmm. sth strike me while i was watching tv today. watch a certain mv. ok. this mv is alittle long time ago le. but. it get me thinking AGAIN..
it is e lyrics tat suddenly wake me up. all e while, whatever i have been thinking for e past few months. seems to be soo wrong. i duno am i just oversensitive?? or izzit that its really tat... i duno. cos is like till now. 2 months to be exact. i am still blur about e whole thing. seriously. everything happen too quickly. too quickly tat 2 months aft wat happen. i am still thinking of wat exactly had happen. cos whatever u say, seems too fake. hai. but nvm. wat is over, is over. no point crying over spilled milk. just that. there will still be a big question mark in my heart. something i think will nv be solved. thank you for leaving a question mark in my life.
aww. always when i reach weekend, i will be packed n i cant study. sian lah. ROAR!! for these whole month. hai. n all e "money paper" are making me breakout!! :( i will be like allergic to it?? itchy everywhere.. :( not good. aft 2mr, should be ok le ba. hai. have to wake up early 2mr. but i just drink coffee... GG. haha. its ok lah...
hard to study now, cos of over usuage of brain just now. *slap forehead* silly girl, think soo much for?? haha. one of my friend told me just now. u think i want ah?? i always think tooo much de. everyone tell me this. serious. soo no choice. haha.
okok. enough of all e emo-iness. afew weeks ago, i saw a huge dog, got horny, n u know stand in front of his owner, n "rock" vigorously. serious. continuously somemore. haha. like rocking n rocking. rest awhile, stand up n rock again. like in e public, in front of everybody. *shocked* haha. kinda not v nice lah. somemore pple r eating nearby. haha. n one thing, e owner is a old n lean woman. soo. ya. u all understand.. haha. 1st time lah. haha.
ok. done le. nth much to write le. have been forcing myself to try to study. aww. 1 more month. miserable month. jiayou everybody!! JIAYOU!! :D
Patricia ♥ || 12:25 AM