thanks peeps!! thank you for being there for me. when i am down. :) thank you all of u. for being there when i tear, for being there when i am down, for being there when i know i am plainly bluffing myself. thank you for all your listening earsssss, shouldersssss, tissuessss and everything... :) though my doubts arent cleared. but at least i feel soooo much better now. thank you for taking all my rubbish, my nonsense and all my crap... :D btw, i decided not to clear my doubts. better to remain unknown then knowing e truth, which may hurt. sooo. best to let e "truth" remain as how it used to be.. :) i promised u all nv will i let it occupy my mind anymore. promise!!! hehe. thanks peeps. *hugs* more gatherings soon. after exams kk. hehe. btw i am not having bdae party. :( sooo. meetups will be my celebrations then.. hehe. kinda lazy n sian to have one aft my exams. somemore IMMEDIATELY. yes. my last paper on 17th may!!!!!! aww. how long more till tat day. i dun dare to countdown... scary!!! nightmare!!!
was looking at xiaxue's n dawn yang's blog. okok. i agree dawn yang can really make heads turn. saw her at raffles city 2 weeks ago. YES!! she make my head turn. haha. but overall. she is still artifical.. yes. n erm. my own opinion, quite "act".. yupyup. haha. whereas xiaxue is more down to ground type or should i say straightforward n more real. haha. tats y can see e difference of like one attached n e other single, even though shes gorgoeous. but all these are my own opinion ah. haha. of cos if i am a guy, i will befriend someone like dawn yang, but be with someone like xiaxue. cos its good to have pretty babes around as friends, n someone who is more real as gf. wahaha. isnt it?? haha. though she bleached her hair. haha. which is not v.. erm. ya. better not say. haha.
sunday. i can confirm with myself that I AM WEAK.. roar. of cos maybe cos it was a super duber uber hot day. serious. went to 扫墓. n when i reached, was quite ok. 5 mins later, i get alittle dizzy. within 10 mins, my whole face was soooo pale n i almost faint. roaar. how can i be soo weak. during my GB days, nv once did i faint. haha. nv even feel dizzy lah. seriously, i need to see e sun more often. ok. one of e outing have to be at e beach. i wana suntan alittle. woots. haha. all my relatives were saying i am too fair. er. ya. cos i wana be fair. haha. one more thing. I HATE HEAT STROKE!!!! not goodd at all. all e fainting, e giddiness, e nauseas-iness n everything. stupid weather!!!! AHHHHH!!!!
i am sooo in love with this song. "run devil run" by SNSD!!. yes. rendy, ur fave sica. haha. this is with e chinese subs, to show wat exactly this song means. erhem.. *hint hint* hehe. okok. joking lah. haha. or mybe i like e rhythem too. haha.
okok. study time again. staring too much at e books n notes that i think i am going crazy!!! @.@
Patricia ♥ || 11:40 PM